Plea to Miss Havisham

If you only knew what you've done to me, Miss Havisham, Let me answer.
Estella has been part of my existence ever since I first came here the common boy whose heart she wounded even then. She has been the embodiment of every graceful fancy my mind has ever known.
To the last hour of my life she cannot choose but to remain part of my character, part of the little good in me, part of the evil. But you may dismiss me from your mind and conscience.
But Estella is a different case. And if you can ever undo any scrap of what you have done amiss in keeping part of her right from her, it will be better to do that