Poem "Finally"

This is a poem I wrote a little while back as I reflected on the various stages of breaking up and then establishing and developing a new relationship. The numbers indicate page numbers, as if the poem were a table of contents:

Finally

What Am I so Afraid Of? 3
Take Two Dates and Call me in the Morning 5
Look What I Found 6
Fragile Male Ego 7
The Incredible Bendible Woman 8
High Anxiety 10
One of the Guys 13
Fantasy = Trailer with Cats 14
Get Out of the Trunk 16
Love is Like Valium 17
Jazz Night 22
The L Word 23
Where Were You? 24
Peeling the Wallpaper 25
Graduating from 4GetU 32
Playing Solitaire 33
You Should Join… 34
Bicycle Crash 35
Yoga, Granola, and You 40
Sweet Potato and Lemongrass 41
Everything’s Easy on Vacation 42
I Love You Today 43
Planting Bulbs 44
Cows Don’t Lay Eggs 44
In the Red Chair 45
Questions in the Dark 46
He’s Here 48
Even If It Weighs a Ton 49