Monday, March 28, 2011

Finite Numbers

Last night, I wrote the entry below and learned this morning that my father died. Life fools us. It's a magician's trick, a slight of hand:

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Each of us has a finite number of hours – breathes.
When someone invites us to share hours, and we decline, the hours are lost.
That is all. Those hours will not pass again.
This life isn’t ours to keep
It might now even be too late for human kind;
Kind – kindness – milk of human kindness

What is it like to live in a cage?
Literally – crippled by impairment or emotional –
Is it where we all live, until we die?

2 comments:

Just Mary said...

When we decide to forgo the birthday party, the wedding, the funeral; we chose not to acknowledge, not to be a witness. It can be quite a cruel decision. I did that once; one Christmas when I was about 22 and I did not go to my father's farm on Christmas eve as I had since I was 9 years old. I will always regret the decision.

Anonymous said...

this is not from who you think
it's different

this moment is different from any before and this
moment if different it's now
And if I don't kiss you
That kiss is untasted
I'll never get it back
But why should I want to
I'll be in the next moment
Sweet moment
Sweet lover
Sweet now

The walls of this room are
different from any before them
They are now
They are now
The air that you breathe is
different from any before it
It is now
It is now

You may think that life is repeating
Repeating
Repeating
Repeating
Repeating

You may think that life is repeating
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

Each moment is different
from any before it
Each moment is different it's now